babykoh @ 22

Dated: DECEMBER 16, 2009

*Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday, happy birthday. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday beyb! I love you so much. *

Naks, akalain mong 22 ka na. =) This is your 4th bday with me noh? And one thing is for sure; we’ll celebrate our last birthday together. Don’t worry beyb, you’ll always be my baby kahit uugod ugod ka na. =)
My CeS the great, I want you to know that I love you. I love you. And I love you. =)
By, believe it or not, I know that I’m not always the easiest person in the world to get along with… there are times when I’m moody, and no matter what you do or say, I’ll find fault. I know that, at times, I push you away to the point where you feel that you just can’t win and you wonder what you could possibly be doing wrong. Well, it’s not you. It’s me. I just can’t understand what someone as wonderful as you could see in me, and I get scared. I am afraid you’ll suddenly see all my flaws and fall out of love with me.
I know it’s no excuse, but those times when I’m the most difficult are probably the times I’m loving you the most and CAN’T BEAR THE THOUGHT OF LIFE WITHOUT YOU. So I’m trying.. and I DO LOVE YOU.. more than anything in the world. =)
You are a precious and valued person who deserves the best in life.
Happy 22nd birthday babykoh! I love you so much! =)

41ST..

Happy 41st monthsary babykoh!

i love you so much..=)

i love life..

(07/30/09)




I love life! I’m in love with my life and I love CS. I’m in love with life because I have CS. Hehe. I just got home from a lunch date with him. It was great!&& I had a great great time. It was super great! Super! Namiss ko yung mga ganon namin dati. What a great time. I love every moment that we are together. I love looking at him while eating (or doing something or anything or when he’s doing nothing). I love his eyes. I love his long and thick eye lashes. I love his tempting pinkish lips. I love his smiles. I love his gestures. I love his hair. I love just being with him. I can’t take my eyes off of him. Oh, I want to take him home with me. I love you baby. I love you so much. I’m never been this happy simula umuwi tayo galing Davao. Thank you for everything baby. My life wouldn’t be this great without you.



Forever and ever, amen.

Hush hush..

(July 28, 2009)

I don’t know how to start this post. I have so many things in mind that I want to say, but I don’t know to say it in a tactful manner. Anyway, I’ll just make some bullets to sum them up.
• I’m pissed off with someone for some reasons. Four words for you dear, SWEAT YOUR ASS OFF.
(oh, I may regret this later but who cares?)

• I’m at my worst now and want to kill somebody who’s been so rude to me in some way. I am emotionally exhausted and had enough of emotional dealings these days. Ugh. Help me God.

• I am taken for granted and I hate the feeling. I am out of someone’s priority and it pains me. I am kicked OUT of his world. He’s over me, I think. Sorry dear, this wouldn’t end just like this. *bang!*

• To the b*atch who just passed the PNLE, you thought you had him. You may think he’ll be yours. But that’s funny, because as far as I know him, HE DOESN’T MESS WITH WHORES!

• To my critic/s, say whatever you want. Go on talking about me, I understand that your life is TOO BORING, just like your damn face! May God bless you. Masaya ang buhay ko. ang inggit,MAMATAY..



That’s all for now.

baby, iloveyou!

It’s 2:15 AM & I am wide-awake. I miss him so much. I miss our time alone. I miss our moments together. I miss our sweet little conversations. I miss our food trips. I miss our bonding, kulitan, our tawanan over simple things, our kilitian until hindi namakahinga ang isa.. In short, I miss our patayan. Hehe. Mahal namahal kita. Sobra.
“Forever and ever, Amen. &&walang iwanan at sawaan diba?” [Ourlines,eversince].
I couldn’t find the word to say how grateful I am to have you and being in this extraordinary relationship. I love everything about you baby.
I love you more than anybody. I love loving you.
I’ll be forever grateful that He gave you to me.
[God, I’ll gladly take good care & love this man. FOREVER. Thank you.]
We have had our arguments over the years & every now and then. But the weigh of problems naman doesn’t mater satin diba? What’s important is how two of us handle things. [Talk things over, ika nga].&&At the end of the day and at the end of every fight, we’re always ending up hugging and kissing each other eh. That tells it all. [Plus sapak pa pala would mean, WE’RE OKAY. YOU ARE FORGIVEN]
Iyong iyo lang ako by. Promise. Forever & ever, amen.
I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH BABYKOH!
=============AMEN=============

my baby is an adult.

I arrived here nung davao on April 31 kc by's birthday is on May 1.. As usual, she got mad because i arrived here late.. Akalain mo, ambagal ng sinakyan ko.. Mas mabilis pa ang bus!.. I left at 1.45 and arrived here at 7!.. Ayun, nagalit c by.. hehehe.. After that, we went to SM.. Undecided kami kung anu bilhin namin sa bisperas ng bday nya.. Cake? Pizza? Ice cream?.. Then we've decided to buy pizza muna.. Of course, i made her bday very special.. I know i made her smile.. Dami namin pnuntahan at ginawa, SM, JS, people's park.. Naenjoy ako sa people's park.. kasi ang ganda nya.. Tapos pix2 pa tlga kami ni by.. Ako mahiya, pero xa wala!.. wahahaha.. Pumunta kami sa durian dun, mga statwa, ung falls.. Tapos nagcross pa kmi ng bridge ng walang hinga.. hehehe.. Wish daw sabi ni by.. Ayun, lam na nya wish ko and she told me her wishes.. I really had a good time with her.. Ginawa ko lahat to make her day special pero umaway kami yung night na un.. Kasi uuwi ako dahil may exam.. Pero nagsakit ako nung morning, i vomited all i ate and parang nasunog ang lalamunan ko pagsuka ko.. I was really sick that time so i decided to stay muna til kaya.. Pero umabot ako ng 11 til im ok.. I decided na d nlng uuwi coz malalate narin ako sa exam ko.. I was so down that time.. Hilong hilo ako.. But nawala xa after we played at WOF.. laki nagastos namin dun, we got 1k tickets and baby really enjoyed.. Tinalo nya ako twice sa basketball.. Pero twice lang.. 6 wins ako.. wahahaha.. We played dun sa timing timing na laro.. Galing2 ni by dun, nakachamba 100.. ehehehe.. ako 75 lang.. huhuhu.. Hay, ill miss those days.. Here i am now, d2 sa sequel.. laro2 wyl waiting for by.. Kasi d xa pumasok eh.. Pinapasok ko.. Wahahaha.. ISOLOVEMYBABY.. Babalik ako d2, pwamit ko yan..

pictorial..

jeh: by, galit na ako.. seryoso ba.. (look at the fingers naman)..

prior to the pictorial.. haha..

black and white lady..

sabog.. kamukha ba kami ni cs?

whatta face.. too big.. ehe..

no comment..

moral support ni by.. taga zipper..

w/ make up na..

after the longest pictorial of my life everrr..

(pagoooood *sigh*)

effect?

kay ces.. ONLY!

little late of 08-09 break..

the man of my life..my greatest addiction.. =) my personal brand of heroin.. he's a drug to me..

isn't he funny? ehe.. i sooo love this pics.. its my personal favorite among other snaps..

feeding our stomach's anaconda.. ehe..

our first day in davao.. (at our fave spot.. mang inasal)..

we both love pics taking.. chika!ehe..



we're like bestfriends right?.. yah, we really are..

i really love every moment when he's around..

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Too early clash with satan..

Hay.. Ang sarap matulog dba?.. mas masarap ung walang samok..

January 6, 2009: I had a clash with satan.. Here's how it started..

6:00 that morning, i was awake but my "diwa" is not awake.. My Partner and I were texting that time.. Biglang dumating si satanas, she tapped my feet and say "Hoy, gumising ka na jan.. Puntahan mo si Benchong dun kila Umay.." I said, "Ha? kaaga2 sud papunta mo ko dun?", She said "Oo! Makahiya maxado sa nanay nila Umay, magsamok un dun!".. "D man xa kila umay natulog, kila rafi.. Tsaka matanda na un, d na un kelangan sunduin at wala cgro tao bahay nila rafi" "Kahit na dun xa kay rafi, puntahan mo!!!".. "Ha bahala ka jan, matanda na u tsaka may klc pa ako!" "May pasok dn ako!"

After that, the satan vanished.. I thought the argument is over.. Then i heard the sound of her slipper, rushing me.. She was holding a boy toy..

She hits my feet so many times and saying "Puntahan mo o hnd?!" "ha! Matanda na un!" "D ako titigil d2 hanggat d ka babangon!" "D wag eh".. Suddenly, I felt PAIN on my feet.. After she accidentally thrown na bow.. Bumangon ako at kinuha ung laruan at tinapon sa tabi nya with FULL FORCE and said! "D KA BA MAKAINTINDI?!!!!!!!!!! SINABI NANG D PA GCNG ANG DIWA NG TAO TAPOS PALU2IN MO PA!!!".. She said, "TARANTADO TO AH, ASAN NA UNG TINAPON MO".. I lied down again.. She found out that the toy was devastatedly torn into pieces and she shouted "KASALANAN MO TO KUNG BAKIT NANDUN PINSAN MO!!".. My Ears was really steaming that time and i got up again and shouted with top of my voice "AKO PA MAY KASALANAN NGAYON?!!!!!!!!! HA?!!!! SINABI NG D PA TLGA GCNG ANG TAO?!" "Wala kang respeto ah!" AKO PA TALAGA ANG WALANG RESPETO?! IKAW GAPALO JAN NG PAGKASAKITSAKIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!".. Then my father suddenly shouted, "Nu ba yan? Wag mo na sagutin CS para d na magyawyaw".. Then I lied down again.. And the satan still scolding and scolding words like "pinagbigyan ko lang ikaw" "Magsumpa ako ngaun" "walang kang respeto" "sumosobra ka na".. After I'm feeling that she's gonna leave, i shouted "AKO NA LANG LAHAT GNGLTAN MO PERO YANG BABAE MONG ANAK, HINDI!!!!! LECHE!"


That's what happened.. I feel like I'm winning that morning.. Am i right? "Lokohin at saktan mo lang ang lasing, wag lang ang bagong gising".. Ako ba la respeto dun? I am fighting of my rights.. Besides, la ako kasalanan sa pagpunta ng Ed na un sa bahay nila rafi.. That's why i flared up coz she's keep on hitting and accusing me.. No respect? no no no.. Walang pinagaralan? no no no.. Walang breeding? no no no.. Marami lang silang pagkukulang.. Mas inuuna pa nya apo nya kesa anak nya.. Period..

A real boyfriend..♥_♥

NO! Don’t close it. Read till the end.. and guys if you can, do it for your girl :)
When she walks away from you mad - [Follow her]
When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a
night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could
understand]
When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
When she repost this bulletin - [she wants you to read it]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- WHen she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its
stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?" or something like that