*sigh*

i am sad.. i hate some "thing" about going to duty/school.
hahay.. im tired. unmotivated.dissapointed.
i wish to end this week too soon.

blah..blah..blah...

hehe.. i know nothing about blogging..

this is just a online journal for me.. hehe..

i love posting pics here.. esp. pics with by..

morning thoughts...

I woke up this morning with a lot of thoughts rushing on my head.
I’m in trouble these past days concerning school. (I got some disappointments regarding duty assignments. whatever.).

Anyway, that negative episode of the story really tested my emotional strength. Good for me, I have a great partner to give all the comfort in the world. Thanks to my Cesar Ryan for all the words of wisdom.

My morning thoughts are these:

A lot of relationships have been shattered around our times. We’ve seen fighting couples with our naked eyes. We’ve witnessed LQ’s and split ups. That helped us realize how lucky we are to have each other. *sigh* Life is a balance circle of extremes. (Extreme-happiness and extreme-sadness). Were staying sooo strong..

There are a lot of things that I want to do in my life after my graduation. I want to take the Masteral degree MAN/Master of Arts in nursing or MSN/master of science in nursing. I want to enroll in a medical school. (med school is optional, at age 28?lol)
Marami pa talaga akong gustong gawin, pero mas gusto kong mabuhay ng simple kasama ng taong pinakamamahal ko. Ayokong mapalayo kami sa isa’t isa. We’ll live a simple and happy life together. *smile*

And the last thought…

I wish to give him my big hug right here on my bed and we will stay lying and hugging until the day ends..^-^

something to ponder..

The paradox of our time in history is that

we have taller buildings,

but shorter tempers;

wider freeways,

but narrower viewpoints;

we spend more,

but have less;

we buy more,

but enjoy it less.

We have bigger houses

and smaller families;

more conveniences,

but less time;

we have more degrees,

but less sense;

more knowledge,

but less judgment;

more experts,

but more problems;

more medicine,

but less wellness.

We have multiplied our possessions,

but reduced our values.

We talk too much,

love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned ho.w to make a living,

but not a life;

we've added years to life,

not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back,

but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor.

We've conquered outer space,

but not inner space;

we've cleaned up the air,

but polluted the soul;

we've split the atom,

but not our prejudice.

We have higher incomes,

but lower morals;

we've become long on quantity,

but short on quality.

These are the timesof tall men,

and short character;

steep profits,

and shallow relationships.

These are the times of world peace,

but domestic warfare;

more leisure,

but less fun;

more kinds of food,

but less nutrition.

These are days of two incomes,

but more divorce;

0of fancier houses,

but broken homes.

It is a time when there is much in the show window

and nothing in the stockroom;

a time when technology can bring this letter to you,

and a time when you can choose either to make a difference

...or just hit delete --------------------

http://www.greaterthings.com/Wisdom/paradoxes.htm

advesity..

''we can RISE above adversity..''

a lot of people are really trying to sabotage us,
it hurts but we can do nothing about it.
I've been into a severe emotinal exhaustion these past days
just because of those f*g people.
its never easy to deal with those.. iniisip ko na lang na matatapos din lahat ito.
this too should really pass or else makakapatay ako.. (ng lamok)
i am capable of killing.. just kidding.. but yah, i have the power to do so.

ngayon pa na i'm SUPER angry? hehe..

kasi ba, bakit hindi na lang sariling mga buhay ang pakialaman..

daw maganda buhay.. duh..

love love love

happy ako sa lovelife ko..
one in a million.. =)

LIAR..

its too much to digest..

leave my cousin alone dear..

haha.. how ridiculous you are..

tandaan mo, virginity counts..


AND IT'S THE INNER QUALITY THAT MATTERS..

C O L O R

The Ultimate Color Test

When you are at peace, you are: Thoughtful and sensitive When you are moved to act, you are: Confident and optimistic When you are inspired, you are: Spiritual and humble When your life is perfectly balanced, you are: Philosophical and expressive Your life's purpose is: To find contentment

The Ultimate Color Test

*hapi*

ces: sayo umiikot mundo ko..

jeh: ikaw nagpapaikot ng mundo ko..

sweet.. hehe..

obesity over..

eating disorder?

*sigh* im eating too much amount of food and im gaining so much weight..

im eating more than my body requirements.

i find it hard to reduce even a small amount..

i and my friends are planning to enroll in an aerobics class..

haha.. singit lang sa hectic sked.. hehe..

physically fit wanna be.. haha..

Im afraid to be really fat.. duh..

at my age i hate to look LOSYANG..

mahirap na noh.. I still want to look good at the end of the day..

*wink*

lost in isulan..

GROUP B4 in Sultan Kudarat..

...home sweet home na after this tiring and super under the sun pictorial.=)

nyt of undying emo

ces property.. (ang neck)

exclusively for cesar ryan..
sorry, hindi ako sasama sayo..

FOR CESAR RYAN ONLY!

love love love..=)

inlove ako kay ces..

zodiac signs..

according to this stupid zodiac signs, hindi daw kami compatible..

tikal.. hehe.. matagal na baya kami ah..

going sooo strong..

bloggag ni by..

smile daw ni by..


^___________^

deal...

FREEDOM to do it or not to do it



Last time, one of my friend confessed that he got his girl. I’m talking about the girl thing. *sigh* I was shocked and disappointed because I believe that things like that should be kept private since it’s too personal and we are living in a non-liberated society.

For me, it doesn’t matter if everyone is doing it or if no one is doing it. What matters is how we feel tomorrow and how we feel a years down the line looking back. (mga alaala ng kahapon moment). It’s not about the guy or our parents. It’s about us, our mind, heart and body. =)

Having coitus is not about the moment; it’s about the things that come after. I mean the consequences our physical self could possibly endure. Such as:

• STD’s
  
• Pregnancy (this alone is a new stuff that we may not be ready to deal with).
  
• Regrets (remember that we can’t take it back).
  
  
  Yes, it’s true that we are growing up, and we are making our OWN decision and having new experiences. Let’s just remember that in this growth, we don’t only have the freedom to have sex. We also have the freedom to say no. =)
  
  
  “You have heard it all before and it can happen. Think about all the risk involved before the moment arrives. ”
  
  Lastly, it doesn’t matter if am talking about by experience here or not. ehe.
  
  

shhh..

Feeling and Dealing



I am undergoing lots of “dealings” this semester.
Schedules. Adjustments. Night classes. Outskirt duties.
They are my downers. (murag sedatives)


Need not to worry much.
This too will pass.
God is good and CES is with me.

Be positive kisses!

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

tek-N

baby ni ces na pangit.. =p

OMG! =)

I AM SOOOO TAKEN..

i am thankful and i am grateful.
couldn't ask for MORE!

im so happy to have him.

drama?

NO. totoo. kaya love na love ko yan.

i love you my ces.. =)

concept

I got my hemorrhoids aggravated from yesterday's 8-hour class.. just kidding..

too bad, i had to cut my dating session short..

hehe..

TO BALUGA.. R.I.P

I AM MAD AND I AM DISSAPOINTED.

you know who you are..

I would just like to remind you that you are JUST MY ******'s HALF b*r and doesn't have the

right na pakialaman buhay ko. I know how to run my life and I need no opinion from you.

Maybe next time Ill shoot your head kung di ka magtigil.

pakasalan mo na kaibigan mo kung type mo xa..

I LOVE CES SO MUCH AT KUNG HINDI MO MATANGGAP YUN, MAGSUICIDE KA NA LANG OR MANAHIMIK KA THEN WE'RE OKAY.

28th Monthsary..

Split up happens in all kinds of relationship. It’s not something super unusual and it is not something to feel ashamed of. For whatever reasons, lahat naman nag-aaway. (And yes, we are raising our hands. We had it a hundred times). Even in marriage, divorce happens. No one wants to go through divorce, but sometimes it’s the only way to make things OKAY again.

Sometimes we believe that separation brings happiness and relief because the fighting will ends and each of us feels more at peace. But after several fights that we had, we have proven that split up is never an answer. Split up will not bring relief and happiness especially when you love the person still.

We broke up for several reasons but NONE OF THOSE REASONS IS EVER BECAUSE WE DON’T LOVE EACH OTHER. (Isn’t baby?) Never yun naging dahilan. That is one thing I can be absolutely sure. If I happened to leave you, it doesn’t mean that I love you any less. You know and God knows how much I love you.
Hindi ito ang una natin na away and I am pretty sure that this will not be the last but I am definitely sure that after every fight, WE WILL END UP TOGETHER.

I’ll love only you baby. I can NEVER imagine myself being with some other guy. I hate that idea. It makes me nauseated. I don’t want to miss every little thing that we do together. Basta. Ayoko sa iba. Iyo lang ako.

My apology baby for all the wrong I’ve done wrong. (I am always forgiven, right?)

We really have the reason to celebrate. WE ARE SURVIVORS. If we are together, we can do anything.

HAPPY 28TH MONTHSARRY !


I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!



-OWONE01