No one has ever choked to death by swallowing their pride.
I and my boyfriend had a big fight that led to split up. (Get used to that molly; they all use it).
I am a strong person but I can’t figure out how pain is putting me down. NATURAL! Mahal ko gud’yun and it’s not easy to be living without him. He’s the center of my world and so, of course, when he wasn’t part of it anymore I felt TORN apart. (I may sound like a stupid ass but I really do)
During our 27th monthsarry (October 1, 2008 I discovered a lot of things concerning honesty. (Honesty is a huge part of a relationship. right?) Because of that, several issues of the past dig up. The unfinished business screw up the current “issues” we are having. Nagkatambak-tambak na and I find it hard to settle it. (Me myself and I. yah, ako lang). My boyfriend lost his appetite in patching things up because of someone’s existence. (ops, am not entertaining anybody. Kasalanan ko ba?*wink*)
After staying out late at night for crying and rationalization over what has happened, I’ve decided to evade him. (No communication) because I want him to learn some lesson na matagal na nyang dapat na-learn. (Too personal to elaborate)
It was rainy evening when out of anger my feet brought me to where he is. Fortunately, he’s there. It was not a hallucination). I stand at his back and about to explode. I found my hands around his neck when all I want is to hug him. Huhu. My heart is breaking seeing that he looks like a sad puppy. Matigas kasi ang uloba. I went out crying and an inch to breakdown. I send a message telling him to go out the net café. (Net café? Isn’t PDA? Public Display of Anger). Hehe.. Nung lumabas na sya, I punched his torso and I said “magbago ka naman kasi.. di ko na kaya..” I am aware of other species existence but I didn’t care ‘coz they know nothing about the things going inside us. My boyfriend hugged me and so I hugged him too.
WE HUGGED. WE KISSED. WE ATE (we went to our favorite restaurant).
The aftermath is WE END UP TOGETHER.
I and my boyfriend had a big fight that led to split up. (Get used to that molly; they all use it).
I am a strong person but I can’t figure out how pain is putting me down. NATURAL! Mahal ko gud’yun and it’s not easy to be living without him. He’s the center of my world and so, of course, when he wasn’t part of it anymore I felt TORN apart. (I may sound like a stupid ass but I really do)
During our 27th monthsarry (October 1, 2008 I discovered a lot of things concerning honesty. (Honesty is a huge part of a relationship. right?) Because of that, several issues of the past dig up. The unfinished business screw up the current “issues” we are having. Nagkatambak-tambak na and I find it hard to settle it. (Me myself and I. yah, ako lang). My boyfriend lost his appetite in patching things up because of someone’s existence. (ops, am not entertaining anybody. Kasalanan ko ba?*wink*)
After staying out late at night for crying and rationalization over what has happened, I’ve decided to evade him. (No communication) because I want him to learn some lesson na matagal na nyang dapat na-learn. (Too personal to elaborate)
It was rainy evening when out of anger my feet brought me to where he is. Fortunately, he’s there. It was not a hallucination). I stand at his back and about to explode. I found my hands around his neck when all I want is to hug him. Huhu. My heart is breaking seeing that he looks like a sad puppy. Matigas kasi ang uloba. I went out crying and an inch to breakdown. I send a message telling him to go out the net café. (Net café? Isn’t PDA? Public Display of Anger). Hehe.. Nung lumabas na sya, I punched his torso and I said “magbago ka naman kasi.. di ko na kaya..” I am aware of other species existence but I didn’t care ‘coz they know nothing about the things going inside us. My boyfriend hugged me and so I hugged him too.
WE HUGGED. WE KISSED. WE ATE (we went to our favorite restaurant).
The aftermath is WE END UP TOGETHER.
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