........

They say that you are depressed
And that you had been for a while
They say that you weren’t happy
That you couldn’t take it anymore

But you were only 9teen
And too young to die
You had your whole life ahead of you
So, why didn’t you try?

They say that you felt all alone
And as if no one cared
But don’t you know you weren’t alone
For I was always there

They say that you put on a smile
To put everyone at ease
But at night when you were all alone
You’d cry yourself to sleep

his 21st

It’s baby’s 21st birthday...

We had our dinner date at mardoneys resto since Café le sorelle can’t accommodate us due to some space-concerning stuff. (The place was not that big kasi). Though we need some space there, there’s nothing we can do but to find another place.

Anyway, we enjoyed our all time favorite Chinese style steak and a chocolate mousse cake from goldilocks and of course, with our fruit juices. (We are health conscious that’s why we preferred to have a fruit juice).

We are oblivious of the environment when/while we are taking some snaps. It was so funny; we are like a narcissistic schizophrenic. It was a great for us.

“By, everyday is a great day when we are together. Thanks for making each of our days EXTRA SPECIAL. Thanks for giving me the happiness that no one could give me. Thanks for all the things you have done for me. I feel so lucky having you in my life. I can’t imagine myself living without you. You’re everything to me, a best friend, a lover, adviser/counselor; and a partner in the entire thing a partner could do LOL. You know how much I love you, right? You know what? I could NOT ask for more by.
Happy happy 21st b-day!!! We will celebrate our last b-day together ha?”



HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYKOH!!

heres some pics..

by's 21st bday..

it's my partner's 21st b-day..


happy happy bday to you by.. you know how much i love you.. you mean the world to me..
iloveyousomuch..♥

i'm ALWAYS doing this for my JEH..-ces♥♫

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

every girl dreams that one day she will find a person that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends.
• be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you
• be the one to call her, don't make her always call you
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she's important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

twighlight2

Your scent is like a drug to me. You're like my own personal brand of heroin..

-Edward Cullen


I'm breaking all the rules now anyway since I'm going to hell..

-Edward Cullen



I never gave on much thought on how to die. But dying in the place of someone I love seems like a good way to go..

-Bella Swan


Edward: I don't want to end your life now..

Bella: I'm dying already every second any closer..

1k

ubos namin 1k in two days..(sa pagkain) haha..

we really love to eat talaga.. we super eat a lot when we are together..

hmm, eating is a part of our activities of daily living.. hehe..

masarap talaga kumain with him.. that's why i find it really really hard to trim down..

so what kung mataba na ako?hindi man din nya ako iwan.. (sana)...

Twilight fever..

So corny... =D joke.. papanoorin pa namin ni by yan sa Davao(kung showing pa).. hehehe..

mcdo

mcdo.. mcdo.. mcdo..

charrraann!!

here we come.. haha..

ces is soo excited to eat mcburger again..

sa davao lang kasi last eat nya.. last july pa yun, when we had our "some time" there.

were both have a swine syndrome.. lol.. just kidding.. (intense food trip)

ces is really craving for this.. hehe..

favorite nya kasi.. yummie..

mcdonalds cotabato.. nandyan na kameeee...

tsk..

NDFEST IS OVER..
DI KO NAFEEL.. HEHE..
*Sigh* back to busy sked nanaman..
hehe..

full of ♥♥♥

happy 29th monthsary to us.. haha.. though im not feeling good today, he made sure i am okay.. i am sooo happy... he's taking good care of me.. ^_^ im soo touched.. i feel so lucky to be his girl..hehe.. for 29 months, nothing has changed... love na love parin namin isat-isa..

♥♥♥i love you CESAR RYAN!!!♥♥♥

*sigh*

i am sad.. i hate some "thing" about going to duty/school.
hahay.. im tired. unmotivated.dissapointed.
i wish to end this week too soon.

blah..blah..blah...

hehe.. i know nothing about blogging..

this is just a online journal for me.. hehe..

i love posting pics here.. esp. pics with by..

morning thoughts...

I woke up this morning with a lot of thoughts rushing on my head.
I’m in trouble these past days concerning school. (I got some disappointments regarding duty assignments. whatever.).

Anyway, that negative episode of the story really tested my emotional strength. Good for me, I have a great partner to give all the comfort in the world. Thanks to my Cesar Ryan for all the words of wisdom.

My morning thoughts are these:

A lot of relationships have been shattered around our times. We’ve seen fighting couples with our naked eyes. We’ve witnessed LQ’s and split ups. That helped us realize how lucky we are to have each other. *sigh* Life is a balance circle of extremes. (Extreme-happiness and extreme-sadness). Were staying sooo strong..

There are a lot of things that I want to do in my life after my graduation. I want to take the Masteral degree MAN/Master of Arts in nursing or MSN/master of science in nursing. I want to enroll in a medical school. (med school is optional, at age 28?lol)
Marami pa talaga akong gustong gawin, pero mas gusto kong mabuhay ng simple kasama ng taong pinakamamahal ko. Ayokong mapalayo kami sa isa’t isa. We’ll live a simple and happy life together. *smile*

And the last thought…

I wish to give him my big hug right here on my bed and we will stay lying and hugging until the day ends..^-^

something to ponder..

The paradox of our time in history is that

we have taller buildings,

but shorter tempers;

wider freeways,

but narrower viewpoints;

we spend more,

but have less;

we buy more,

but enjoy it less.

We have bigger houses

and smaller families;

more conveniences,

but less time;

we have more degrees,

but less sense;

more knowledge,

but less judgment;

more experts,

but more problems;

more medicine,

but less wellness.

We have multiplied our possessions,

but reduced our values.

We talk too much,

love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned ho.w to make a living,

but not a life;

we've added years to life,

not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back,

but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor.

We've conquered outer space,

but not inner space;

we've cleaned up the air,

but polluted the soul;

we've split the atom,

but not our prejudice.

We have higher incomes,

but lower morals;

we've become long on quantity,

but short on quality.

These are the timesof tall men,

and short character;

steep profits,

and shallow relationships.

These are the times of world peace,

but domestic warfare;

more leisure,

but less fun;

more kinds of food,

but less nutrition.

These are days of two incomes,

but more divorce;

0of fancier houses,

but broken homes.

It is a time when there is much in the show window

and nothing in the stockroom;

a time when technology can bring this letter to you,

and a time when you can choose either to make a difference

...or just hit delete --------------------

http://www.greaterthings.com/Wisdom/paradoxes.htm

advesity..

''we can RISE above adversity..''

a lot of people are really trying to sabotage us,
it hurts but we can do nothing about it.
I've been into a severe emotinal exhaustion these past days
just because of those f*g people.
its never easy to deal with those.. iniisip ko na lang na matatapos din lahat ito.
this too should really pass or else makakapatay ako.. (ng lamok)
i am capable of killing.. just kidding.. but yah, i have the power to do so.

ngayon pa na i'm SUPER angry? hehe..

kasi ba, bakit hindi na lang sariling mga buhay ang pakialaman..

daw maganda buhay.. duh..

love love love

happy ako sa lovelife ko..
one in a million.. =)

LIAR..

its too much to digest..

leave my cousin alone dear..

haha.. how ridiculous you are..

tandaan mo, virginity counts..


AND IT'S THE INNER QUALITY THAT MATTERS..

C O L O R

The Ultimate Color Test

When you are at peace, you are: Thoughtful and sensitive When you are moved to act, you are: Confident and optimistic When you are inspired, you are: Spiritual and humble When your life is perfectly balanced, you are: Philosophical and expressive Your life's purpose is: To find contentment

The Ultimate Color Test

*hapi*

ces: sayo umiikot mundo ko..

jeh: ikaw nagpapaikot ng mundo ko..

sweet.. hehe..

obesity over..

eating disorder?

*sigh* im eating too much amount of food and im gaining so much weight..

im eating more than my body requirements.

i find it hard to reduce even a small amount..

i and my friends are planning to enroll in an aerobics class..

haha.. singit lang sa hectic sked.. hehe..

physically fit wanna be.. haha..

Im afraid to be really fat.. duh..

at my age i hate to look LOSYANG..

mahirap na noh.. I still want to look good at the end of the day..

*wink*

lost in isulan..

GROUP B4 in Sultan Kudarat..

...home sweet home na after this tiring and super under the sun pictorial.=)

nyt of undying emo

ces property.. (ang neck)

exclusively for cesar ryan..
sorry, hindi ako sasama sayo..

FOR CESAR RYAN ONLY!

love love love..=)

inlove ako kay ces..

zodiac signs..

according to this stupid zodiac signs, hindi daw kami compatible..

tikal.. hehe.. matagal na baya kami ah..

going sooo strong..

bloggag ni by..

smile daw ni by..


^___________^

deal...

FREEDOM to do it or not to do it



Last time, one of my friend confessed that he got his girl. I’m talking about the girl thing. *sigh* I was shocked and disappointed because I believe that things like that should be kept private since it’s too personal and we are living in a non-liberated society.

For me, it doesn’t matter if everyone is doing it or if no one is doing it. What matters is how we feel tomorrow and how we feel a years down the line looking back. (mga alaala ng kahapon moment). It’s not about the guy or our parents. It’s about us, our mind, heart and body. =)

Having coitus is not about the moment; it’s about the things that come after. I mean the consequences our physical self could possibly endure. Such as:

• STD’s
  
• Pregnancy (this alone is a new stuff that we may not be ready to deal with).
  
• Regrets (remember that we can’t take it back).
  
  
  Yes, it’s true that we are growing up, and we are making our OWN decision and having new experiences. Let’s just remember that in this growth, we don’t only have the freedom to have sex. We also have the freedom to say no. =)
  
  
  “You have heard it all before and it can happen. Think about all the risk involved before the moment arrives. ”
  
  Lastly, it doesn’t matter if am talking about by experience here or not. ehe.
  
  

shhh..

Feeling and Dealing



I am undergoing lots of “dealings” this semester.
Schedules. Adjustments. Night classes. Outskirt duties.
They are my downers. (murag sedatives)


Need not to worry much.
This too will pass.
God is good and CES is with me.

Be positive kisses!

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

I love you my ces..

tek-N

baby ni ces na pangit.. =p

OMG! =)

I AM SOOOO TAKEN..

i am thankful and i am grateful.
couldn't ask for MORE!

im so happy to have him.

drama?

NO. totoo. kaya love na love ko yan.

i love you my ces.. =)

concept

I got my hemorrhoids aggravated from yesterday's 8-hour class.. just kidding..

too bad, i had to cut my dating session short..

hehe..

TO BALUGA.. R.I.P

I AM MAD AND I AM DISSAPOINTED.

you know who you are..

I would just like to remind you that you are JUST MY ******'s HALF b*r and doesn't have the

right na pakialaman buhay ko. I know how to run my life and I need no opinion from you.

Maybe next time Ill shoot your head kung di ka magtigil.

pakasalan mo na kaibigan mo kung type mo xa..

I LOVE CES SO MUCH AT KUNG HINDI MO MATANGGAP YUN, MAGSUICIDE KA NA LANG OR MANAHIMIK KA THEN WE'RE OKAY.

28th Monthsary..

Split up happens in all kinds of relationship. It’s not something super unusual and it is not something to feel ashamed of. For whatever reasons, lahat naman nag-aaway. (And yes, we are raising our hands. We had it a hundred times). Even in marriage, divorce happens. No one wants to go through divorce, but sometimes it’s the only way to make things OKAY again.

Sometimes we believe that separation brings happiness and relief because the fighting will ends and each of us feels more at peace. But after several fights that we had, we have proven that split up is never an answer. Split up will not bring relief and happiness especially when you love the person still.

We broke up for several reasons but NONE OF THOSE REASONS IS EVER BECAUSE WE DON’T LOVE EACH OTHER. (Isn’t baby?) Never yun naging dahilan. That is one thing I can be absolutely sure. If I happened to leave you, it doesn’t mean that I love you any less. You know and God knows how much I love you.
Hindi ito ang una natin na away and I am pretty sure that this will not be the last but I am definitely sure that after every fight, WE WILL END UP TOGETHER.

I’ll love only you baby. I can NEVER imagine myself being with some other guy. I hate that idea. It makes me nauseated. I don’t want to miss every little thing that we do together. Basta. Ayoko sa iba. Iyo lang ako.

My apology baby for all the wrong I’ve done wrong. (I am always forgiven, right?)

We really have the reason to celebrate. WE ARE SURVIVORS. If we are together, we can do anything.

HAPPY 28TH MONTHSARRY !


I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!



-OWONE01

MY HUGS..(hugs&kisses)

Jehan Mua? Hmmmm.. an ordinary girl who brings extraordinary joy to the lives of many

people.. (that includes my life too..) she is exceptionally SWEET and LOVING.. she gives a smile

to everyone she meets.. (and mind you.. her smile is very captivating.. you can see her kind

soul and her innocence with her smile..)

She is "jeh" to many of her friends but i call her "KISSES".. ksi nga MUA ang last name and

somehow this term of endearment fits her personality.. (she calls me HUGS in return)

I don't remember how we happened to meet each other or how we actually got close..

naaalala ko lang she was the most silent sa group namen during our first meeting and i was the

noisiest..i tot we can never be close because were completely opposite.. pero i was very wrong...

during our OR exposure, si Kisses at ako partners na sa kalokohan.. (umpisa lang tahimik, mas

maingay pa pala sa akin..hehe..) i also learned we have a lot of things in common din pala(she

can attest to that..)

we were strangers at one point and we can be good friends in time..(naks.!) sa group namen, cya

at si Dang ang mga sisters ko..

cguro dahil na rin pareho kame makukulit.. mdme tlga kame personalities in common ni jEh..

pareho kame malambing..preho mgulo(hehe..).. yun lang super kikay and super sassy c Kisses

compared to me(iL addres her Kisses kasi mgagalit xa pag ndi..)

we both love Milo and sweets.. we love fooling around.. we love Kids..we love

MUSIC..bastadame things in common..

we may hav our differences but these differences are the reasons why we are binded as friends..

(corny man..)

she is so icp bata (murag lage ako..).. she's a good grupm8.. very responsible.. and she brings life

to our group (wel next lang kay LUCS..wag mag angal, kay star na jud natin c LUCS.)

anu pa ba? you'll be amazed with her food art..uhmm..daw CHEF ang presentation..

Recently, we had a tampuhan.. both of us cried.. we were not talking to each other for almost

the whole day.. super grabe talaga ang emotional impact nito sa akin.. ksi nga palangga nako c

KISSES.. hay.. I never thought that the absence of our conversations, of her smile would make

my heart ache.. super sad..hay.. kaya yung gabi nagkabati din kme agad.. cguro this only proves

na close na kame kasi we have something to fight over with.. pero etong away namen made us

closer.. ay di daw pala toh away.. misunderstanding lang..hehe..

now we are super ok.. super close nga uli eh..

basta KIsses, sory if nsktan kita ha..

well anyway, lets forget about it nalang..

i want you to know how happy i am to hav you 4 a fren.. basta it feels great to hav someone like

you in my life..(super lake na ng atay mo..hehe..)i will never ever fail to thank God for giving

me a friend in you..

yun lang bah? hmm..

ah.. tma.. i need not to mention her looks. ksi obviously she is PRETTY..

pero sa mga nkakagusto kay Kisses.. stop dreaming nah.. may asawa na daw eto eh.. bsta Kisses

stay focus while staying in love..

if ever you need a fren, nandito lang ako.. hanapan kita ng fren.. joke..i can be your fren

anytime..

I am happy to have you as my friend but I'm prouder to think we are sisters at heart..

Lovelots,

HUGS

favorite person, favorite time, and favorite moment

Confident Vs. Conceited


If I have a confidence and feel good about myself, would you think that I am conceited? Better think twice and hear something from me.

What I know is there is a huge difference between being confident and being conceited. Having a confidence means recognizing your worth and taking pride in who you are and in the things that you do. This is NOT to be confused with walking around with your chin higher than your forehead (buti kung bagay), bragging about how perfect you are (nobody is perfect, right?) or expecting other people to worship you or the ground you walk on. (That’s being conceited, mga feelers gud).

Confidence isn’t about proving to others how great you are; it’s more about how you feel inside about yourself. Kung maganda ka naman talaga. Maganda ka talaga. You don’t need to apply tons of foundation just to feel good about yourself. And its not abut physical lang naman eh. Its more of the attitude. The compositions of sex appeal are confidence (how we carry ourselves) and attitude.

Anyway, I don’t really care about what people will say. I am ME. I love being me. My boyfriend loves me. So, there’s nothing to bother to.

feeler ka

My boyfriend is smarter than you!

mayabang ka?

I GOT IRRITATED SA MGA TAONG MAYAYABANG TODAY..

hmm, I should say kahapon pa. Naglipana na ang mga taong mayayabang. Daw matalino, if i know nagluwa na

ang mga mata nila sa kakacheat para makapasa. A lot of people in school are acting like nerds. duh. if only

evaluation sheet "should" be placed on the forehead wala na siguro magyayabang. makainis kasi. hehe.. la lang..

BABALA:

magkaiba ang informal grammar sa MALI.

KOWTS ni Bob Ong

** Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pagtinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon.
** Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo.
** Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawakan ng iba.
** Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.
** Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.
** Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.
** Kung maghihintay ka nang ng lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din.
.** Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang
.** Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa
.** Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka. Kaya quits lang

GRADO

“To those I sked to see me, please do as instructed.”
-level chair

It’s been a long day. It was the longest day I’ve ever waited in my entire school life. Why? Because am not sure about my final grade. I was really shaking so bad and I could not hang on a minute longer. I’ve learned that when you are sure of a thing, you will surely get a cold clammy skin and a bad stomach upset. LOL.

When my grade slip was hand over me, my friends was so excited till they unfold the slip. Thank God, I passed.

I would like to thank my Ces for all the encouragement, understanding and comforts you have given me.


“by, salamat ha? You’re the best.”

BLUER THAN BLUE

Regardless of how hard you try to keep your emotions in check, they can get the best of you. (char) Yes, it’s true that growing up is an emotional time. Kaya nga may mga EMO eh. Are you one of those? Me? I guess so. Haha. Emotional stress we encounter can be more than just mood swings. Sometimes it becomes more serious and you need more than just yourself to deal with. I am lucky to have someone that has a capacity to deal with my emote-times. Someone who patiently listen and gives comfort. During the lowest point of my life, my best friend-boyfriend is always there. Hindi sya nawawala. Though sometimes I am pushing him away he never gives up. Bongga. I so love him for not letting me go through this alone.


Signs of Depression:

Feeling sad or hopeless
Loss of interest in most of daily activities
Weight gain or weight loss
Sleeping to much or not enough
Grades in school may drop
Turning to drugs and alcohol
Feeling tired all the time
Lack of motivation
Feeling guilty for no real reason
Thinking often about death
Feeling anxious or worried

I manifest:

Feeling sad/hopeless
Loss of interest in activities
Weight gain? I often eat large amount of food when I am depress. (If my boyfriend could read this. He would surely disagree. And guess why).
My grades in school dropped
Engaged in addiction? Yah, my bf is my greatest addiction. LOL.
I often think about death. Needless to say, I been into suicidal attempt how many times. Suicidal ideation is common to me.
Feeling tired most of the time. “I am sick of this life!”
Feeling guilty without any reason

cheating

We can rationalize it in our heads as guidance or help but cheating is just that: it’s cheating, no matter how much you try to justify it. If you have any doubt in your head at any time, even the smallest inkling of guilt creeping up from pit of your stomach, then chances are doing something you shouldn’t be doing.


Lessons learned the hard way. Yah, I learned my lesson the hardest way. We were checking our quiz papers after the hemorrhagic quiz was given. Fortunately, I was able to answer naman (higher than I expect). Back to the checking issue, my classmate told me “buhay-buhay lang”. At first, I was wondering “what does than mean?” I asked myself. Then, I got his point na. As checking’s going on, I saw 3 numbers left unanswered then the sinful act happened. I provided answers to the spaces left. I was guilty then knowing that it’s a form of cheating or more than just cheating ‘coz its manipulation. My classmate also manipulated the 3 items on my paper.

The next class, my teacher call our attention regarding manipulation issue. He discovered it or someone told him. I was shaking then & I can’t concentrate to the things I am doing.
During the confrontation, I couldn’t look straight to his eyes. When our teacher told us about the issue, we admit it. When he told us about his feeling (he’s not mad, he’s just hurt) I felt so guilty. He’s so kind, he doesn’t deserve to have student like us.

The following days, I was really depressed. It’s not that am sad only because of the consequences of the action that we did but because I’ve hurt somebody.

“SIR, I AM SORRY. SORRY IF I CAUSED YOU PAIN. SORRY I IF LEARNED MY LESSON THE HARD WAY.”

PRIDE storm..

No one has ever choked to death by swallowing their pride.

I and my boyfriend had a big fight that led to split up. (Get used to that molly; they all use it).

I am a strong person but I can’t figure out how pain is putting me down. NATURAL! Mahal ko gud’yun and it’s not easy to be living without him. He’s the center of my world and so, of course, when he wasn’t part of it anymore I felt TORN apart. (I may sound like a stupid ass but I really do)

During our 27th monthsarry (October 1, 2008 I discovered a lot of things concerning honesty. (Honesty is a huge part of a relationship. right?) Because of that, several issues of the past dig up. The unfinished business screw up the current “issues” we are having. Nagkatambak-tambak na and I find it hard to settle it. (Me myself and I. yah, ako lang). My boyfriend lost his appetite in patching things up because of someone’s existence. (ops, am not entertaining anybody. Kasalanan ko ba?*wink*)

After staying out late at night for crying and rationalization over what has happened, I’ve decided to evade him. (No communication) because I want him to learn some lesson na matagal na nyang dapat na-learn. (Too personal to elaborate)

It was rainy evening when out of anger my feet brought me to where he is. Fortunately, he’s there. It was not a hallucination). I stand at his back and about to explode. I found my hands around his neck when all I want is to hug him. Huhu. My heart is breaking seeing that he looks like a sad puppy. Matigas kasi ang uloba. I went out crying and an inch to breakdown. I send a message telling him to go out the net café. (Net café? Isn’t PDA? Public Display of Anger). Hehe.. Nung lumabas na sya, I punched his torso and I said “magbago ka naman kasi.. di ko na kaya..” I am aware of other species existence but I didn’t care ‘coz they know nothing about the things going inside us. My boyfriend hugged me and so I hugged him too.

WE HUGGED. WE KISSED. WE ATE (we went to our favorite restaurant).
The aftermath is WE END UP TOGETHER.

holding grudges..

throughout life, people will hurt you..
many times they will be the people who are closest to you..family, friends, lovers..
forgiveness is tough though life is too short for grudges.. It seems so much easier to be angry at a person or to keep feelings inside and continue on as if nothing has happened..

either way, you are hurting and your relationship is going to be affected somehow..

not everyone is good at confronting their feelings..
sometimes, it may be easier to right a letter instead of talking but whichever way you choose to deal with your feelings, make sure you deal with it.. *sigh*

reqz ni by..

(i and by's early lakwatsa)..

*sigh* we did crazy thing together unknowingly..
one day..
WE..
we went to mall as early as 9:00 am just to buy pen and other school supplies he'll be needing for his requirements in school..
we made the requirements together cos he asked for help.. ( my boyfriend hates to write)..
we ate BBQ and pastil late in UMEX(our school canteen)..
and lastly, hitting each others forehead whenever we can see a BAO.. haha..
eto pa pala.. grabe tawa namin mga cartoons reactions.. hehe..
la lang.. i just soo love the day.. one perfect day.. haha..

hapi tots..

(taken from Friendster Blog, posted on July 1..), 2008, i forgot kc tong password)

Its our Second Anniversary today.. July 1, 2008.. It feels good right?.. Having someone who you love most loves you also.. Abot gud kami ng Year 2.. =) I can say that MAHAL na MAHAL ko ang asawakoh, babykoh, partnerkoh, kili2koh at higit sa lahat.. BESTPWEN ko..=) Lam nyo ba, dami nangyari sa min trials these past two years and you know what?.. We always remain together kasi we really treasure everything that we have.. We both are really contented on what we are. what we have and what we will have.. =) Lam nyo 1 good sa min 2 ng BESTPWEN ko?.. Is obviously we treat each other as a real bestfriends.. Not boyfriends/girlfriends na pangdisplay2 lang.. Pero sa min iba yung friendship namin na to the max talaga na hindi na mareach kahit cno man.. TODO na gud.. =) basta dami ako pwede makwento sa inyo.. MAHAL NA MAHAL ko tlga asawakoh.. as in.. kahit na sino, d ko siya pagpalit.. Kasi siya ang the best and lam nyo ba na siya ang nagpapakumpleto ng buhay ko?.. hmM?.. inggit kau sa min noh?.. hehehe.... We know how to share love, we know how to give love, we know how to treasure love, we know how to forgive in the name of love.. Corny ba?.. PWEH.. CHE.. HMP.. Paki nyo?.. Masarap maging corny.. eh di wag nyo to basahin.. hehehe.. =) IDOREALLY LOVE MY BABY.. cya all for the next episode.. hehehe.. gutom na kami, eat kami sa labas..